Monday, May 18, 2009 { 8:16 PM }

*speechless*

Why must this day come.
Just a couple more days to our 3rd month and it happen
From the start,i wish that this day will never come,but it did.

Legs are trembling,
My voice was sealed,
My heart is torn.
Its impossible for me to let you go after all we've been through.

I really hope you change your mind.
And if you do,
Please...
I'll be waiting.
Even if i have to wait for another year,
Just like i did last time.

Adibah,im sorry,im not ready to let you go.I really cant.
It seems impossible for me to do it.

"Senyor . Victim . says:
Adibah
i really needa talk to you
Adibah?
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
brb
Senyor . Victim . says:
sigh
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
i am sorry
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
For?
Do you remember the days?
<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
yeah
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
I do,it feels as if it was just yesterday.
but,i know
every starting has an ending .
But i..
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
?
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
it has only been 8hrs and23mins
i still cant divert you out from my mind.
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
are you ok?
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
Because,you were the ONLY thing i think of.
every night and day.
And now,it all end.i hope this day would never come.
But,i cant do anything because..
your parents right?
I just wanna tell you how i feel..after i gotta know about it,i couldnt sleep well and all.
I feel empty.
Adibah
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
yes?
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
Im not ready to let you go just yet.. )=
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
but you have to
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
But i cant Adibah..i cant.
I waited...and waited.
And..this is how it ends
Adibah?
Im sorry.
Elfi Trixi »–(¯ˇ¯)–» says:
you did nothing wrong
if you love me, please let me go
Senyor . Goodbye . says:
Please,dont do this to me."

Im sorry Adibah.I love you.