Tuesday, May 19, 2009 { 8:17 AM }

Second day,

I still cant sleep ,thinking of what just happen.
I really wish things would never change.
You are something i really cant forget.
The thing is,i cant handle the truth girl,i really cant.
All this seems like a never ending nightmare.
I wish to wake up.
Please.

"memories,suppose to fade."
Well,not all.To me,none of them are fading.
All of it is clear in mind,playing with my thoughts,meddling with my heart.

My heart was at its slowest beat,
my breathing became fast,
As my eyes were turning red,
you came,and stab me dead.

So,as i lie on the floor,
you there looking at me,
i wonder,if i we could be together again,
but now,its all useless,we cant.
Whatever you do,where ever you are,
Ill be there,watching over you.

Girl,remember this.
You were the very first that i took it seriously.
You really showed me whats the true meaning of all of it.
From the beginning till the end.
The happy moments till all the heartbreaking moments.
Its really hard for me to swallow in the truth.
Since we've apart,
Please don't forget me,
because im sure i wont forget you,
I hope we'll meet again,
And to hear that voice of yours,
which keeps me going all day,
that face of yours,
the pretty face of yours,which often makes my eyes glued to them
And,
That heart of yours,
Which made me realise,what i am.

Once again,
Im sorry,
I love you