Wednesday, May 20, 2009 { 6:45 PM }

Had peer mentoring today
from 8-3.
Went to Rasa21 for lunch and came back to school.
Play basketball,its one of the events.
*broke into tears,when someone actually said her name,
Got pissed,emotional and stopped playing for awhile.
But,thanks to the others,i got back on track.
The thing is,im faking it all , So Rashidah,Janine and the others..
Even if you see me smile and laugh all day,one word of her..
Could make me burst into tears.
Im trying to stay strong,but i just realise.
I cant.
What a wimp.
Firdaus is a WIMP (!)