Friday, July 3, 2009 { 8:04 PM }

Okay please.
I really felt that i was being pulled up from the ground,you actually made me smile,made me happy when you post it but then,i fell back to the floor soon after.
That last sentence of yours,it really crushed me.

I know you hate me.
But its already been 2 months.And you still hate me?
I dont know for what reason but its really...

Okay,i know you want it to end here.
So,let me atleast say what i wanna say.

Adibah,you are still confusing me.
you said you didnt like me from the start,but then you said you love me.Well,Used to love me.
So,Which is the truth.
Do you or do you not.
I dont want to argue again so you need not answer it,but if you can answer,ill be happier.
Well,it too make a deep impact on me.
I dont wanna say what but its really scary.
Adibah,from the start..
I really thought it would last but it didnt.
I cant do anything anymore.
I just wanna say something to you...
I have never been hurt this much in my entire 15 years of living.
But its okay.
Maybe,God was testing me.
To see how far i could go and how long could i resist.
But i still have one and final question which..
you may already answer,but not truthfully.
So i just wanna know..
Whats the actual reason for the breakup.