Monday, July 20, 2009
{ 8:19 PM }

{Its Mine Now!}
ConfusionI know i've already forgotten you,hid all those memories we had together under those ragged blankets,erase you from my mind and my heart.All that was history but i have a feeling that its coming back again.Im starting to miss you Girl.The way you look at me,the way you smile just lightens up my day.
The Smell of your hair Sticks to me,
Like Honey and its Bee .
And Yes its true,every once in a while,i could smell that hair of yours.
I could still remember those cute times when you tried to fling your hair soo that it could whip my face,and when it did..It smelt nice,a smell that i could recognise anywhere.
A smell that would be unforgettable.All the times we had together..i prayed hard that it would never end.
It May be true that i am stubborn for not forgetting you.I am,but its just coming back to me.All these memories that i've swept away under that blanket is now slowly revealing itself again to me.
I dont care if you hate me,i just wanna be friends.Even if you dont want to talk like friends,you can talk to me like we're enemies.Atleast you talk to me.
Thats all that i need now.
The ring you gave me,i still have it.I dont have the strength to throw it away,and its the only thing that makes me going now.I feel your presence when i hold it tight in my palm.
Everytime i hold it tight,i'll pray very hard that you might just one day,come back to me.
And yes,i really wish for that day to come.
Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true,
In this life I was loved by you.