Monday, August 10, 2009 { 9:52 PM }


feeling : Let the picture tell you how i feel.

Im trying my best not to be myself.
And when i fail to do so,you guys just get irritated.
I just wanna make you guys happy,thats all.
Im sorry L_____ ,if i really did irritate her .
But trust me,i do not have any intentions to do so.
Its hard for me to do so many things at once,its really tiring.

Question , What do i go to school for ?
Answer , easy .. I go to school,to change myself.i want to feel that i am needed unlike being at home.
So please..im really sorry.
That question i ask you, Just forget it.
im really sorry.
i didnt mean to.
Really.

"Its starting again,dont make it worst please.I dont want it to come and remind me of everything ive been through.Its hard and it hurts."