Sunday, August 23, 2009 { 10:34 AM }

To all my muslim friends,
Happy Fasting .

its 10.35 and here i am,rotting at home,decaying infront of the comp.
Oh time,please move quickly.I want it to be 1 now.I wanna go to Elvira house (:
OH! Its raining,brrr Cold . Lighting , eee ):

Okay,I know its kinda retarded to say this but i think that something is not answered .
Maybe,thats why im still not ready to let you go.
You dont know how bad i cried when memories of us came back to me.
You wont know how i feel when i read the poem you gave me.Yes,i kept it all.
From Valentines day chocolate,To the poem for our 2nd month,to my birthday ring you gave me.I still have them all.
I wanna throw them away but i cant.
Its not that i dont want to,its just..i cant.
Your smile,your face,your kiss..All of it,is like a blade,which when it cuts,the bruise goes deep,deep inside this weak body of mine.
How i just wish things would go back to normal.
I keep on wishing,but it seems that its not coming true.
Soo,i thought of making a move,to talk to you.
But everytime when i wanna do so,you would just look away,change path.
Adibah,i can read you like i read others.
I know how you feel about me,even the littlest move from your eyes,i know what you trying to express even though you dont wanna say it.

2008:
A story about this particular boy in an ordinary school,living his ordinary life suffering from all things people wont really know but everything changed when he saw this girl.
He kept this crush for this girl a secret.
He wanted the girl.Because he knows that the girl would make a difference for him.
He REALLY loves the girl.
So,He waited..and waited..and waited.
And finally,they spoke.
Only on msn.Thier bond became greater even though they only talk on msn.
In reality,the guy is too shy to talk to her.
Secrets were exchanged.
So,She told him about her boyfriend to him without knowing that the guy would be hurt.
The guy just kept it to himself not wanting the girl to know.
And when the girl and boy broke up,the boy didnt know what to feel.
But,thats not the end of the story,The girl liked another guy.And talk to the boy about how the guy is .
What did the boy do?he just waited for her.
2009:
The friendship between both of them became better,they talk to each other in school.
Valentines day,was a memorable day for him.
But the most unforgettable day,will be the 22February.
A day when a new book is open,A new story soon to be unfold.
Things happen.They went through ups and downs together.The boy even went through hell when her parents found out.
And not long after,They had to apart.
The day that he wont forget and that he wish wont come but it did.
18may:
The broke off.
The girl,not feeling any sadness.
The boy? he suffered,till this very day.
What he wants is just to talk to the girl.
To hear her voice again.
To look straight into her eyes and get drown in her ocean of love again but everything just wont come back.
"Adibah,i love you till this very day" - Boy.
thats what he wants to say to her face to face.
But he cant.
Well,thats about all for the boy.He's now living his terrible life,desperate for her love.
Till this very day,the boy is still here,wanting,wishing,waiting for her to come back.
The girl?well,she's having a good time now with that special someone of hers.
So,"Last long with whoever you are with now" -Boy.

-The End-

And,well...thats the story of the boy and girl.
Some contents are hidden.Just not ready to be told.